The End

I've been trying to figure out all day how to write this. It's the last thing I've ever wanted to have to put into words. And forgive me, but it's easier to write it once than to repeat it over and over. I love the convenience of a mass-email!

I appreciate everyone's prayers for Rick and I, but we have reached the end of our marriage. He has decided that he does not wish to return home and the he no longer wants to be married. He will be filing for divorce after the new year. While I am sad and mourning the death of a marriage, I am filled with such peace. God worked an amazing thing in me this past week, preparing my heart and reawakening a part of it that had all but died. He gave me friends and wise counsel and "feelings" that I couldn't ignore regarding Rick's return home. This weekend God released me and assured me that if Rick wanted to leave, he should. And he did. I am dreading the process of the divorce itself but am anxious about what God has in store on the other side. God has a plan. It's a new plan. One that has been completely off my radar. And that is exciting in itself! A new adventure has begun!

I ask first and foremost that you pray for our children- Miracle, Riley, Joey and Madigan. We will tell them after Christmas. Second, I ask that you pray for God's provision- financially, for safety, for support and encouragement. Lastly, I ask you to continue praying for Rick. His heart is hard. And I fear that God is about to do business with him in a real way. He knows that is my fear and he laughs at it. Pray for him.

I deeply appreciate everyone's love, support and encouragement. I have amazing friends and family. To answer everyone's question- yes, I am staying in Waynesville. This is my home. This is my life. My job is here. My church is here. My heart is here, so this is where we will stay until God tells me otherwise.

Love,
Heather